The Shame of a Daydreamer

Are you a daydreamer? Do you feel deep longing and unbearable shame?

Me too!

I have turned my neverending daydreams and great shame into a narrative rpg-game. I lay before you: 

• an intricate story with many different possible paths and endings 

• complex characters with filthy secrets and unbearable shame

• complicated families with dramatic pasts, debatable moral and questionable love for their children/parents

• so many choices with so many consequences, sometimes of an … inhuman nature (the mind of a daydreamer is a spider web of red threads with endless possible scenarios with hundreds of variables) 

• a colorful (but not cozy) hand drawn world that’s more odd than it might seem at first glance - it takes place in Sweden and has many things to explore and discover

• 2 playable characters → 2 very different experiences with different content 

• a great amount of good writing - so be prepared to read! 

• dialogue and choice heavy gameplay 

• a game mechanic where shame and mind affects the gameplay

• repression, perversion and so much shame - but also hope!

Don't be fooled by the cute colorful childish simple art style - this game is not for children. It contains adult and disturbing themes. Meant for mature audiences only.

shame and choices = possible apocalypse

This is a narrative rpg game where choices have severe consequences, and shame and mental health affects possibilities and limitations, set in a world that's like a minefield where your actions can cause the world to reach a dead end. 

The game takes place during 7 days - Monday to Sunday. There will be several different possible endings. 

Learn about the effects of shame and mind and try different choices, and don’t be afraid to fail - some mistakes can lead to new knowledge after all :))

Choose your vessel of shame! 

Play as either Elias or Felix and discover their filthy secrets, get to know their complicated families and try to reach Sunday without fucking everything up.

Who are these boys you can play as ? Which one should you play as? Let's ask the parents of the boys!

Elliott, tell me about your son. 

Elliott: "Hmm ... Elias ... Well ... He's ... a psychopathic pervert and aggressive animal who began life by murdering his own mother. Don't play as him. Who knows what he's capable of ..."

Okay ...

Levi, should I play as your son, Felix, (or as you call him, Cain)?

Levi: "Ha! Sure, if you want to play as a pathetic coward and special snowflake with strong school shooter vibes that will probably end up becoming an incel ..."

Do you trust the words of the parents..? What kind of people are these boys,  actually......?

Which character you choose to play as will greatly affect your experience, and it’s recommended to try to play as both characters to get the fullest picture of their world and understand how and why it can reach a dead end because of your choices or lack thereof, and to figure out how to avoid it happening.